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inlikethebrume: (Solemn)

after a certain dream

[personal profile] inlikethebrume 2020-04-10 04:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[The watch may ring and it's Mira's voice on the other end. But there's something off about it.]

It's me. Did I wake you?
inlikethebrume: (Lost In Thought)

[personal profile] inlikethebrume 2020-04-10 05:12 pm (UTC)(link)
I...

[Her voice cracks as if she's trying to hold something back. Clearly she's not at the house if she's calling.]

I just need someone to talk to. I fear I hurt someone badly.
inlikethebrume: (Uncertain)

[personal profile] inlikethebrume 2020-04-10 05:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[Her breathing is ragged and she's silent for a minute.]

...Hades saw my memories when people were taken by the Rathmores. What I went through.
inlikethebrume: (Vow)

[personal profile] inlikethebrume 2020-04-10 05:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[Take breaths, Mira. Explain yourself.]

He asked why I went through all of that for him. Why do so much for the enemy and one that you have killed. And I told him...I didn't realize it at the moment but...

[She's not worthy of the emotion. Weapons shouldn't feel but...she does.]

...I told him I loved him.
inlikethebrume: (Uneasy)

[personal profile] inlikethebrume 2020-04-10 05:56 pm (UTC)(link)
He said he wants nothing to do with it. For how could we have such a thing when there is so much against us?

[Too much bad blood. Time cannot be changed after all...it was stupid of her to even think about it.]

'Twas foolish to believe someone like myself could love someone. Someone only used as a sword to strike down the enemy.
inlikethebrume: (Solemn)

[personal profile] inlikethebrume 2020-04-10 06:01 pm (UTC)(link)
...outside of the Mirror House.
inlikethebrume: (Weary)

[personal profile] inlikethebrume 2020-04-10 06:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[There's only a sort of choked up "Ok." on her end before ending the call. She's at the Mirror House, sitting on the steps with her knees tucked under her chin. When Vanitas sees her, her body looks incredibly tense. She only looks up at him when he addresses her.]

S-Sorry I ended up dragging you out of sleep for this.
inlikethebrume: (Lost In Thought)

[personal profile] inlikethebrume 2020-04-10 06:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[She nods and lets her legs relax and go down, her hands resting on her lap. But she doesn't look at him, keeping her focus on her hands just so she can speak without feeling more hurt than she already does.]

He kept bringing up how we are still enemies. That being in this place didn't change that...nor what I did to my version of him back on my star. That it was only here that I seemed to listen to him, value his words when I did not while on the First. I admitted that I should have asked more and I take full responsibility for those actions. But I also told him how he would shoo me away to go fight the next Lightwarden.

And when I return, I would be unaware of what I had learned...if I had learned anything according to him. That I would feel better after what I had done to him. He called it my 'temporary ascendance' and how free I am to consort with villains without consequence.

[She speaks slowly and quietly, trying to not babble.]

In his words: "Whatever lies you tell yourself, you'll always be Her weapon."

[She's not done but she'll let that last part sink in.]
inlikethebrume: (Weary)

[personal profile] inlikethebrume 2020-04-10 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
He...also said that the person who had my soul originally wanted nothing to do with Hydaelyn, that the Mother Crystal was probably glad to get her hands on a piece of it. He sounded so...cold speaking as such. Angry even.

[That what she felt could be considered wrong.]

I felt angry when he spoke those words. Enough that I felt compelled to ask him if any feelings he had for me were lies. If he ever cared for me. A passing fondness he called it. I don't know if he still does or not. For am I even worth it? I asked him that and even he questioned it. Speaking that I am possibly the one dragging him down...

[Her voice cracks at that line, gripping her hands tighter. It sounded like she was the toxic one...is he right?]

He has four Bonds, Vanitas. I'm the only Witch bond and...if I'm the one causing his illness, I...

[Her voice gets a little higher as she refuses to look anywhere but down. However, the wetness forming on her legs tells what she is going. This damn man has made her cry more times than anyone.]

I'm hurting him. My feelings are hurting him. What good am I if they do that to anyone?
inlikethebrume: (Uh Oh)

[personal profile] inlikethebrume 2020-04-10 08:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[She makes a small gasp at the sudden grip on her face, part of her wanted to yell out what exactly was he doing. And his words...for each question Mira had, Vanitas answered.

It wasn't her running away but...him? He wanted to keep those Bonds despite the words? Those harsh words that made her feel so useless? He was lying after all.

All Mira can do is nod in reply.]
inlikethebrume: (Uncertain)

[personal profile] inlikethebrume 2020-04-10 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[Everything at this moment...it feels like an overload. Hearing one thing and then another. And for Mira, in her sadness and anger gave the fuel needed to make Hades see that his side was the correct way. The only way. And now Vanitas tells her all of this...she told the ascian that it is his choice because she thought that was the right thing to do.

But it still doesn't change the fact that he has four Bonds. And that in itself is dangerous. She could keep it and he would waste away...was that what he wanted? To lose himself? What did she want?

'You still love him, don't you?'

Giving up?]


But it doesn't change the fact that he still has too many Bonds and no way to stablize them. I may want something but reality likes to remind us about our limits. I don't even know if there is any research on the subject.

[Something for herself...she should do it. And yet, a small part remains. Mira doesn't know what to do and then Vani drops that other bombshell and his reasonings. The fact that his heart can be repaired and that he trusts her enough to ask her. That someone cares that much for her...]

If you still want me...then I would be glad to Bond with you.
inlikethebrume: (Distance)

[personal profile] inlikethebrume 2020-04-10 09:58 pm (UTC)(link)
What did they look like or give you a name? I'll need to find them and see what they know.

[She already does know but without enough info to go on, she can't make a correct guess. A snort of laughter escapes as she leans into him at the idea of her son kicking his ass.]

No, you don't need to go that far. He may like it if what you say is true. But I do agree that mayhap some decent enough rest may give us clearer answers.

[She still feels like she needs to annul the Bond just because of logical reasons but her son has given her more knowledge to think with. Mira may have given into the ascian's lies but in the end, she needs to choose. Her choice, for her sake. No one else's. It has to be because she wants it. A lesson that will need to be pounded into her head maybe a couple more times to let it sink in.]

To trust my own instincts then? I'm horrible with it given my record.
inlikethebrume: (Looking Up)

[personal profile] inlikethebrume 2020-04-10 10:59 pm (UTC)(link)
...that would be Mettaton.

[Look, she needs to talk to him but she won't do it now. Not while she's riled up and a mess. What a damn fool she's been. Such a terrible weapon she is.

No. No, not just a weapon. Someone who has love in her soul. Even if she is dumb to learn of it. Her choices from here on out must be her own and made because she wants it.]


For what is life without the risk?

[She still feels absolutely horrible without a doubt. She hurt someone she loved, even given him the reasons why he should keep closed off. And she still feels like she needs to annul her Bond with Hades, because that would save him. It's only logical. But...is that what she wants?]

Come on, we should go back home.

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