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[darkcharge]

Oh? And what are you going to do, Venty-Wenty? Bite me again?
I'm not going to give you that chance.

[callmeven]

Worse than that

Fight me, Vanitas!

[darkcharge]

Over text? How brave of you!
I don't fight weaklings, Ventus. Just get over it.

[callmeven]

No, stupid. In person.

if you fight me I'll leave you alone

[darkcharge]

No you won't.

[callmeven]

Yes I will

[darkcharge]

You can't even manage it even though I told you to go away.

[callmeven]

I promise I'll leave you alone, Vanitas.

Please fight me.

[darkcharge]

Why do you suddenly want this so bad?

[callmeven]

A part of me hopes you'll change your mind in the future.

[darkcharge]

Change my mind about what? You're definitely not making sense now.

[callmeven]

that you'll believe me when I say I want to change things

and that I want to help

[darkcharge]

So what? A fight will change that? What backwards logic.
And it's not that I don't believe you. I do believe you want to change things.
Your "change" and my "change" just aren't compatible.

[callmeven]

I don't see why they can't be made compatible.

[darkcharge]

They can't be, Ventus. Not when you have it in your mind that everything will fix itself and we'll hold hands and sing jolly tunes.

[callmeven]

that is NOT what I have in mind at all!!

[darkcharge]

You want to be FRIENDS. It's the same thing.

[callmeven]

at this point I'd settle for just being okay with each other

[darkcharge]

We'll be "okay with each other" if you go away.

[callmeven]

is it really impossible for you to stop hating me?

[darkcharge]

Is it really impossible for you to stop being dense?
I don't even have the energy to hate you, Ventus. It's a wasted effort.
Looking at you just disgusts me.

[callmeven]

[ah. that hurts more than he wanted it to.]

is that the truth?

[darkcharge]

I knew every time you were happy. Every time you were sad. Glad. Whatever emotion you had, I knew about it.
While I was being torn apart by my own Unversed, you were so blissfully UNAWARE. When I had to fight to survive, you were dreaming peacefully with no cares or worries.
Then to top it all off, you have the audacity to not even remember how much it HURT being torn from one another.
So yes. You disgust me.
A face that should be mine, I'll never have again. A body that should be mine too, but now isn't.
Memories that I should have but will never get back.
So YES. Looking at you DISGUSTS me.

[callmeven]

i didn't know

[it isn't like he's not trying to remember. it isn't like he doesn't want to remember...]

what could i even do?

die?

[darkcharge]

No, you didn't know. You had your little friends. Why would you even bother chasing after that annoying little feeling in the back of your skull?
You weren't curious enough to go searching for the answers.
In the end this still isn't about ME. It's all about YOU.
What YOU want for us. What YOU can fix.
Even now I bet you're wallowing around in your guilt and just are looking for ways to alleviate it.
It's never been about what I want.