So what? A fight will change that? What backwards logic. And it's not that I don't believe you. I do believe you want to change things. Your "change" and my "change" just aren't compatible.
Is it really impossible for you to stop being dense? I don't even have the energy to hate you, Ventus. It's a wasted effort. Looking at you just disgusts me.
I knew every time you were happy. Every time you were sad. Glad. Whatever emotion you had, I knew about it. While I was being torn apart by my own Unversed, you were so blissfully UNAWARE. When I had to fight to survive, you were dreaming peacefully with no cares or worries. Then to top it all off, you have the audacity to not even remember how much it HURT being torn from one another. So yes. You disgust me. A face that should be mine, I'll never have again. A body that should be mine too, but now isn't. Memories that I should have but will never get back. So YES. Looking at you DISGUSTS me.
No, you didn't know. You had your little friends. Why would you even bother chasing after that annoying little feeling in the back of your skull? You weren't curious enough to go searching for the answers. In the end this still isn't about ME. It's all about YOU. What YOU want for us. What YOU can fix. Even now I bet you're wallowing around in your guilt and just are looking for ways to alleviate it. It's never been about what I want.
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I'm not going to give you that chance.
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Fight me, Vanitas!
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I don't fight weaklings, Ventus. Just get over it.
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if you fight me I'll leave you alone
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Please fight me.
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and that I want to help
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And it's not that I don't believe you. I do believe you want to change things.
Your "change" and my "change" just aren't compatible.
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I don't even have the energy to hate you, Ventus. It's a wasted effort.
Looking at you just disgusts me.
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is that the truth?
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While I was being torn apart by my own Unversed, you were so blissfully UNAWARE. When I had to fight to survive, you were dreaming peacefully with no cares or worries.
Then to top it all off, you have the audacity to not even remember how much it HURT being torn from one another.
So yes. You disgust me.
A face that should be mine, I'll never have again. A body that should be mine too, but now isn't.
Memories that I should have but will never get back.
So YES. Looking at you DISGUSTS me.
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[it isn't like he's not trying to remember. it isn't like he doesn't want to remember...]
what could i even do?
die?
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You weren't curious enough to go searching for the answers.
In the end this still isn't about ME. It's all about YOU.
What YOU want for us. What YOU can fix.
Even now I bet you're wallowing around in your guilt and just are looking for ways to alleviate it.
It's never been about what I want.
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