[ Because again, Vanitas can't really see why Sora would think that he actually meant to go out of his way to lash out at anyone that hadn't been Aqua. ]
I don't really have one. [Sora points out, shrugging.]
Remember, I'm trying to understand you. I make an assumption, and you tell me I'm wrong, so I gotta figure out how I'm wrong and what I should think instead.
Basically, everything ever with the Organization members have been like that. None of you are like I originally thought.
[ Vanitas groans in irritation and rubs at his face. Of course now Sora would be trying to use his diminutive brain... ]
The one I needed was Ventus, not you. What I wanted to do was to rip Ventus right out of you to rejoin with me. Even then it was just because it was convenient timing. Notice how I didn't chase you down even though I could have.
[ See, it's not that he's actually without logic and reason. Vanitas could have tracked Sora down with some ease. ]
Even at the Graveyard you must have noticed. None of us were really surprised or shocked that you won. It's like it was expected.
So, no. Shoving a Keyblade in your back wouldn't have served me at any point.
[ Vanitas gives Sora a side glance while munching away. He's a chatty sort, sure. Usually not about things so close to his heart, but whatever. It's not like Sora can actually do anything about it.
Kid hasn't mocked him either so. ]
It sounds awkward when you put it like that. [ Like a lover's spat or something. ] He and I used to be we. It's like wanting something that's missing but knowing it's not going to work anymore. I want to exist but not as some half-hearted monster.
[Sora seems to consider that. Really consider it.]
Is the only way to give you a whole heart for you two to be one again? Doesn't Ven have a whole heart now? What happened that gave him that? Maybe we could do that again?
That's right. When Ventus shattered us he returned to the only other home his heart knew. Your heart.
[ This time Vanitas shrugs. Shifts uncomfortably. These are things he honestly doesn't like talking about. Not in this setting. Not even sure why he's talking about this at all. ]
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[ Because again, Vanitas can't really see why Sora would think that he actually meant to go out of his way to lash out at anyone that hadn't been Aqua. ]
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Remember, I'm trying to understand you. I make an assumption, and you tell me I'm wrong, so I gotta figure out how I'm wrong and what I should think instead.
Basically, everything ever with the Organization members have been like that. None of you are like I originally thought.
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The one I needed was Ventus, not you. What I wanted to do was to rip Ventus right out of you to rejoin with me. Even then it was just because it was convenient timing. Notice how I didn't chase you down even though I could have.
[ See, it's not that he's actually without logic and reason. Vanitas could have tracked Sora down with some ease. ]
Even at the Graveyard you must have noticed. None of us were really surprised or shocked that you won. It's like it was expected.
So, no. Shoving a Keyblade in your back wouldn't have served me at any point.
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That's the thing I don't understand, Vanitas.
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[ This is the only way he knows how to be. How to survive. Also don't mind him he's swiping some kind of sweet treat and chewing on it. ]
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And anyway he seems distracted by their conversation.]
So you want to be with Ven but then also don't want to be with him?
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Kid hasn't mocked him either so. ]
It sounds awkward when you put it like that. [ Like a lover's spat or something. ] He and I used to be we. It's like wanting something that's missing but knowing it's not going to work anymore. I want to exist but not as some half-hearted monster.
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Is the only way to give you a whole heart for you two to be one again? Doesn't Ven have a whole heart now? What happened that gave him that? Maybe we could do that again?
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[ Though he's not answer about Sora trying to do that again. ]
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Annnnnd... I have no idea how I did any of that. Otherwise, I'd say we should just do it again but this time for you.
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[ This time Vanitas shrugs. Shifts uncomfortably. These are things he honestly doesn't like talking about. Not in this setting. Not even sure why he's talking about this at all. ]
Why would you even want to?
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I just have no idea how. It's not like I did it on purpose the first time.
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You're really stubborn, you know that?
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[ Still. He motions for Sora to come closer. ]
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I'm not emotionally attached. More like, I want to prove it can be done.
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[ Vanitas isn't hearing any of that. In fact he seeks to interrupt the emotionally charged conversation by shoving a cookie in Sora's mouth. ]
Just go and find your friends. They actually want your company.
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Alright, alright. I'll leave you alone, but I do mean what I say, Vanitas. I'm gonna figure out a way to make you whole.
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[ Just going to wave him off. Sorry Sora. He just doesn't think it's actually going to happen. ]
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Thanks for the cookie!