[ This is fine. Completely fine. His hand rubs small curls on the small of Ven's back. His brows knit together for a moment as he closes his eyes. ]
It still does, sometimes. Not as often anymore. There are still things that I don't think about because no matter what I'll get too worked up over it. But it doesn't hurt like it used to.
[ He knows what he means to Ventus. In his heart, anyway. His mind does wonder, at times, when things are going to fall apart. Things have been too good for too long. Something has to give, right? ]
I'm glad. [brushing a thumb over his cheek, ven takes a moment to study vanitas' face like this. eyes closed, expression softer. he feels overwhelmed in his own way, his heart fit to bursting with just barely enough strength to tap it down for vanitas' sake.]
I know maybe I shouldn't say it, but- I really like living here now. This city feels like home because you're here with me. Even if weird stuff happens all the time...
[ He leans into the touch with a little sigh. It feels nice like this. And while yes, he can feel Ventus' emotions swirling and about ready to erupt. But there are plenty of times where it's like this. ]
I feel the same way. At the end of the day, I don't want to go back.
[ven smiles, closing his eyes. he loved terra and aqua and the thought of being a world away from them did hurt, but the thought of being away from vanitas hurt even more. so much so he couldn't bear to consider that possibility.]
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It still does, sometimes. Not as often anymore. There are still things that I don't think about because no matter what I'll get too worked up over it. But it doesn't hurt like it used to.
[ He knows what he means to Ventus. In his heart, anyway. His mind does wonder, at times, when things are going to fall apart. Things have been too good for too long. Something has to give, right? ]
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I know maybe I shouldn't say it, but- I really like living here now. This city feels like home because you're here with me. Even if weird stuff happens all the time...
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I feel the same way. At the end of the day, I don't want to go back.
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[he says it quietly and runs his thumb under vanitas' eye, his touch gentle.]
We'll stay here together. Wherever you go, Vanitas, I'll follow you.
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Promise?
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[ven smiles, closing his eyes. he loved terra and aqua and the thought of being a world away from them did hurt, but the thought of being away from vanitas hurt even more. so much so he couldn't bear to consider that possibility.]
I love you.